It's been long, me residing in my body. oh wait, it's been hell long life for me living my life! But i couldn't figure out what's wrong?

Huh? Nothing's wrong everything is fine- more than fine But wait. Why do i feel it's wrong then? Deep! Down! Somewhere..... Ohh that's crap! And i am shit, since shit goes in my head what more do i expect? But wait, something's wrong

Do i need someone? Hell yeah, that's the whole point. But i have everyone:) supportive family, loving friends, me, myself! What more do i need? Bullshit! I told you right? I need SOMEONE! But, i have everyone ughhhhhhh!

Should I die? Why will I? God has blessed me with such a beautiful life (◕ᴗ◕✿). Is it a lie? Hellll noooo! Why do you even think so? Sorrow and happiness are brothers in vain, one should learn to smile in pain.....

Ohh wait, where's the pain? I have a pretty life, i am happy right? Actually the pain is right here, in my head.

I am an attention seeker and i play victim card(but i swear, it's not my life guard) then,. What's the matter? Why did i cry? Why am I sad? Why do i want despair?

Ughhhhhhhh! It's long "me being me" but i couldn't figure out, what's wrong with me.